LOVE MAKES THE WORLD GO ROUND

I’ve had to read a lot about love these past couple of days coz for real for real, I was this close(gesticulating) to letting hate creep into my life because of certain people and certain situations. So now I’ve learnt how easy it is to let trifling things mess up our love walk with God. Here are important lessons I’ve learnt about love:
We need to stop putting conditions on love, people don’t have to love us back for us to love them, God doesn’t love us because of our actions, He loves us in spite of them and we should endeavour to do the same. There’s no fear in love, it is your power so you might as well use it to glorify God. Love does make the world go round and hence forth I’m practicing love.... I know how hard it is to forgive someone who’s hurt us, all we think of is hurting them back. A little exercise that’s helping me is to just take a step back and imagine God treating me the same way I treat people who’ve wronged me. That always gets me back on the right path.
My second best inspirational book says:
There’s always a lot to be thankful for, if you take time to look for it.
Broken hearts are what give us strength and understanding and compassion. A heart never broken is pristine and sterile and will never know the joy of being imperfect.
Don’t cry because it’s over; smile because it happened
Did you know you could actually practice being in awe? How cool is that? I’m practicing! Peace & Love y’all
Happy birthday Abdul!! May all your dreams come true.

AGENDA

There are so many things I have to do!!! I need to continue writing more poems, which I can hopefully transform into a book eventually, I suddenly got it in my head to write a book and I’m researching for it, I feel like writing something inspirational so I’m torn between writing a diary like kind of story, or just write in prose???? (I need to get my terminologies right I know!!!) But I know I have to write something motivational and that most people can relate to. Any ideas? I think my blog will also be in my agenda!

TIME

No matter how much time has passed,
I think about our being in love,
And how you chose a different path,
A path that made you choose to walk away from me
And turn my love away
Your words turned to be so trite
And still my feelings grew every day and night
My love that overflows, bubbles over,
But never reaching you.
“Why did you choose that road?”
I wonder, or
“Why did I ever fall for you?”
You should at least have kept one promise,
Then another, and yet another....
One day this poem will be complete then I’ll re-post it here!!!

HOW DO YOU DEAL????

“The more attention you pay an enemy, the stronger you make him and a small situation is made worse and more visible when you try to fix it.”

I’m in a situation where unless I get rid of all the baggage I feel I’m dragging around the more I’ll keep holding myself back so I’ll do everything I need to, to feel at peace again. I said I wasn’t going to apologize for the way I live my life anymore so whatever makes me happy goes!! How do you deal with your issues??
Still hustling to get out of bed in the morning FOR WORK OUT………… gotta keep at it. I’m working on totally different pieces of poetry; I’ll post some ideas soon, see if I get a reaction. Pray for me, I’ll pray for you, we all need to survive. PEACE

MR RIGHT NOW,

The wedding turned out to be interesting, but the thing that gave me the most pleasure was getting to hang out with my grandma who I hardly ever see. Interesting men are really hard to find, where can I find a great guy for some good conversation with no strings attached? I’m open to any suggestions……….. Any who, I still have a chance to impress for this other wedding I’m attending pretty soon. Everyone around me’s getting married!! What to do??? I’ll bid my time till the right guy comes along no biggie. Wouldn’t mind a Mr. right now though, if anyone catches my drift.
Tomorrow I’m starting this workout routine that involves me getting up earlier than usual… I have to though coz I have to stay in shape and right now I feel like I’m just carrying around this huge weight. Back to matters of interesting poetry, I’m currently working on this piece.

MY HEART

Cut too deeply for you pieces of my heart
This thin line I walk too scared coz I might lose you
I know I’ve lost you
In my head resigned, whisper that message
To my heart
For you my lungs and all my vital organs
For you this emptiness I feel
Tomorrow comes and with it a new dawn
Tomorrow brings with it too many memories
My lover ran away with my heart.

FEELINGS

I want to scream, shout to the top of my lungs
Curl over coz my sides are aching from laughing too much
I want to look into his eyes and be able to say I love you
Every minute, every day I want to
I want how I’m feeling to be timeless……forever…..eternal……

But most of all I want to FEEL.
Feel your love flowing through my bones
Feel your hot breath next to mine
Feel your eyes poring into me even with my eyes closed
Feel you feel the intensity of my love for you.

Some random thoughts

I've been so tired of late, I haven't had time to write, catch up on news or whatever so I'm tryin to do that as I write this..... The media law is being reviewed...got to admire the president's charisma. Sign n negotiate l8r. For all who don't understand, I won't talk politics, save your souls.

Won't this morning cold just go away! Feels like my nose's been put in a damn freezer! There's that report I have to write... bosses & reports! If only I could concentrate for five minutes....

Oh man! now to stupid tasks of editing....n i ain't no editor**need to get paid**

A lil bit intimate

Music…
I’m an R&B chick and always will be
I’ll play the same songs everyday if that’s what will make me happy
I love deep lyrics

Writing…
I wish I could change the world with my writing.
I write about love and life.
Anyone can relate to it
I want to make people feel and relate to me through my writing.
I read a lot and pick something useful as I go along.
Anyone who tries to take away my notebooks will get burnt!!! :)

On a personal note……
My favorite song right now is Lene Marlin’s “sitting down here”
My favorite color is pink.
I am a monogamist…
I always thought I’d be the girl with no tattoo…
I’m an amazing cook!
Fashion to me is how hot I’m feeling in that get up. PERIOD
Most of the things that I live for kill me everyday inside. Why??
I have too many passions
If I didn’t express myself in writing I’d go nuts!!
Most people don’t know that they don’t come as sensitive as me.
I like taking photos of myself
If you need anything, I can help.
I am a lover and a fighter with a heart that weighs me down on both ends.
I take myself too seriously
I don’t care what people say…I watch what they do
I’m quite the introvert
You can be nice or mean to me either way I’ll get through it
I cherish my family and friends
Mine is a friendship you can keep
I’ll cut you from my life if you prove to be untrustworthy….
I always try to remember to count my blessings,
Evil forces never sleep
I don’t deal well with the fake, I try not to judge
I’ve created my perfect world inside my head
I have an opinion on everything!!!