DEEP

So I've decided in the next couple of posts till I decide otherwise, I'll share with you letters/ poems I wrote during those days I choose to call dark days until I stopped writing anymore....

Cut too deeply for you pieces of my heart. This thin line I walk, too scared I might lose you. I know I've lost you. In my head resigned, whisper That message to my heart. For you my lungs And all my vital organs. For you this emptiness I feel Tomorrow comes and with it A new dawn. Tomorrow brings with it Too many memories My lover ran away with my heart.

FEELINGS

I want to scream, shout to the top of my lungs
Curl over coz my sides are aching from laughing too much
I want to look into his eyes and be able to say I love you
Every minute, every day I want to
I want how I’m feeling to be timeless……forever…..eternal……

But most of all I want to FEEL.
Feel your love flowing through my bones
Feel your hot breath next to mine
Feel your eyes poring into me even with my eyes closed
Feel you feel the intensity of my love for you.