A LOVE LIKE THIS

From my bones, straight to my heart,
My love for you fills me.
Hold me in lovers embrace, dispel the fears
That hold me captive inside
From my heart piercing my soul
A love like this can never die.
Timeless reads two lovers clock
That keeps ticking and ticking

How good do you feel when you get to speak to a friend you haven’t talked to in ages? Priceless right? I hope so. Coz I feel so damn good! You know who you are. You’re a queen you are!!! What else can I say? Contented what else can I say? My empty bed beckons! PEACE AND LOVE.

CHANGES

Change is inevitable. Change is good (depending on where you’re standing). If you don’t adapt to change, you get left behind. And I want to jump on that bus of change. They should add that change is so damn scary, and you need someone to hold your hand. What if all you have to lean on is yourself? How do you deal? I love him; I love him, now I’m rumbling in my head!!!!!!! The world is your freakin oyster babe, go on get your pearls.

04-05-09

Life goes off course but I look at you and I know
Who I am.
My choices don’t haunt me; I embrace you my new path
I move forward, never giving up
Solace when I never expected,
My greatest fear I face bravely,
Moving forward faithfully.
I come out from my darkness
You guide me to my light.
Even when life rushes at me from all directions
You are my safe haven.

Some things are meant to last forever.

I DON’T LABEL MYSELF

Funny thing happened to me today; someone I hardly know said I was a snob! In all fairness, rather than lead him on I chose to stay away and for all my efforts I got labeled!!! Just because I can figure out pretty quickly whether I’m interested in someone or not does it mean I should compromise myself for the sake of someone’s ego? Is this what society expects of me? To go out on a date leading nowhere for the sake of peace? Just so someone’s feelings won’t be hurt? Can’t we be a bit selfish when it comes to deciding about matters of the heart?? I am a monogamist, maybe that’s what I should’ve said upfront, would’ve been different if I at least had a chance to get a word in……..I’m pretty up front about the things I want, no sugar coating for me. This Mr. Right now stuff is getting pretty tricky me thinks! Sigh.

That’s why the next time someone wants to add me to his list of conquests I will politely decline, I refuse to be added to a list of people anyone has had the chance to devour. I do things on my terms…. Most of the time! When I was younger I did what kids do, but now that I’m older, I’ve gotten a bit wiser. Is it ok to enjoy the “benefits” a short term affair offers, just for the sake of lust? I’m confused. But not frigid. Just conscious. I believe in love and everything it has to offer, hopeless romantic I am!

HOW DO YOU DEAL????

“The more attention you pay an enemy, the stronger you make him and a small situation is made worse and more visible when you try to fix it.”

I’m in a situation where unless I get rid of all the baggage I feel I’m dragging around the more I’ll keep holding myself back so I’ll do everything I need to, to feel at peace again. I said I wasn’t going to apologize for the way I live my life anymore so whatever makes me happy goes!! How do you deal with your issues??
Still hustling to get out of bed in the morning FOR WORK OUT………… gotta keep at it. I’m working on totally different pieces of poetry; I’ll post some ideas soon, see if I get a reaction. Pray for me, I’ll pray for you, we all need to survive. PEACE

MR RIGHT NOW,

The wedding turned out to be interesting, but the thing that gave me the most pleasure was getting to hang out with my grandma who I hardly ever see. Interesting men are really hard to find, where can I find a great guy for some good conversation with no strings attached? I’m open to any suggestions……….. Any who, I still have a chance to impress for this other wedding I’m attending pretty soon. Everyone around me’s getting married!! What to do??? I’ll bid my time till the right guy comes along no biggie. Wouldn’t mind a Mr. right now though, if anyone catches my drift.
Tomorrow I’m starting this workout routine that involves me getting up earlier than usual… I have to though coz I have to stay in shape and right now I feel like I’m just carrying around this huge weight. Back to matters of interesting poetry, I’m currently working on this piece.

MY HEART

Cut too deeply for you pieces of my heart
This thin line I walk too scared coz I might lose you
I know I’ve lost you
In my head resigned, whisper that message
To my heart
For you my lungs and all my vital organs
For you this emptiness I feel
Tomorrow comes and with it a new dawn
Tomorrow brings with it too many memories
My lover ran away with my heart.