HEART MATTERS

I know I should be sad right now, I know the situation calls for tears. I refuse to cry for you though, I won't shed a tear. Partings are good for me, meanness is not. We tolerated each other too long now, it was time to blow the whistle. I whistle. Have to wish each other well now, now I couldn't care less. You can't make me have any more feeling toward you, what I felt is dead. As usual, the party's in my head, see you when you can break my thoughts free. PS. This isn't about you :-)

MOOD

So world, I've been thinking/ wondering so much about this post. What to share, what not to share, because I want to be selfish and only enjoy him for me. You wonder why I post the bad/ sad stuff? it's a purging. I need to cleanse myself so that only good will reign.

I'm so happy right now. So much so, I don't want the universe to know it might take it away. I told him there's no right or wrong between us. Our story isn't for anybody else, for no one to understand and analyze. Just the two of us. Him and me. If you know your soul mate, you know what I'm talking about. I'll try and not live in my head so much. Alas the world can be an interesting place! You don't get to see me everyday so, this one's for you. I heart you.

DEEP

So I've decided in the next couple of posts till I decide otherwise, I'll share with you letters/ poems I wrote during those days I choose to call dark days until I stopped writing anymore....

Cut too deeply for you pieces of my heart. This thin line I walk, too scared I might lose you. I know I've lost you. In my head resigned, whisper That message to my heart. For you my lungs And all my vital organs. For you this emptiness I feel Tomorrow comes and with it A new dawn. Tomorrow brings with it Too many memories My lover ran away with my heart.